I... have a question. Previously I spoke about family and how they can annoy me. But, I can too. I can piss them off and upset them and worse of all I can disappoint them. I hate that word, disappoint. When my mother says I've disappointed her in my stupidity something in me breaks. Unlike in most cases all the bad that I have ever done doesn't set me up for disappointed but disqualifies me from it. My turning over of a new leaf just makes it worse when I do something wrong. Have you felt that way? Like you've had your moment of folly and now you can't ever make foolish mistakes... I suppose it does make sense, one should learn from their mistakes but we're human.
It makes me smile when we're so focused on not making mistakes and suddenly one liners like the subconscious is always trying to please the master and wisdom locked in the mind never won a lawsuit ring truth in our ear.
Whoever you are, wherever you are seek wisdom and understanding. It is written that one who listens and follows is wise. Hold onto integrity and honesty, respect and honour. But, don't be a rat bag never allow your loyalty to make a fool of you. There is a fine line between betrayal and your friends. Hmm, it's like the drying up of a well of knowledge... (:
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